SO EXCITED!!

Me and Emilee right after the ultrasound! Me and Juan cried like babies seeing that sweet little heart beating!! Priceless moment!!

Alot has changed

Well since the last time I wrote on here alot has changed. I'm now engaged to be married on Novemeber 13th and I'm an expected mother. Due May 9th! We are so excited!! When I told Emilee she was kinda scared I think. Imagine being the only child for ten years and now another baby is coming aboard. After a couple of hours she became the most excited child I've ever seen. She realized she was going to be a big sister!! Also to make all this great news even more exciting my sister and I are only one week apart!! WoW!! I never thought I would have the chance to have another child and I am so overwhelmed by the feelings I have about this child. I'm starting over after ten years... and I can't wait. I have a wonderful man that is supportive and will be there for us every step of the way. To Mi amor: thank you for loving me the way you do with this never ending devoted love. You make my days so much sweeter with your friendship, love and compassion. I am so excited about being mommy and daddy with you! Thank you for making all of my dreams come true of being a mommy again! I love you with all my heart!!

Lover's under cover (Lol)

My sweet pumpkin!

love it!

I love this picture!

This was so much fun!!

Life's choices

This past month has been a hard one for me. I am finding out that I don't know as much as I thought. Sometimes I think I am very stupid in the ways I think about things. My heart is so big sometimes and that allows me to get crushed alot. This week I think I have finally figured out that the people you think will be there in the hard times somehow disapear. Imagine that!! Alot of things have happend in my life over the past year and I have learned alot. I think before I was living in this world that I created. I know now that I should never allow or excuse people's bad behavor. Its wrong...! I thank God for the way he made me, I am the type of person that would break my back just to help you. I don't want things in this life to make me callous or change the goodness in my heart. It's hard somedays but I know I have many wonderful people in my life! And in those hard times in life, no matter what they are the ones that are there for you always. I love my family!

Very Sweet Children!

This is Emilee, Ale, and Christian. These sweet boys are Juan's kids. We have the most fun when we are together. They will make you laugh! They are the sweetest boys!

Emilee

This is Emilee in downtown Greenville, she was so excited to be there. She is so excited to move there. So am I! A new place a new start!

Juan and Me

Juan is my best friend, he has been there for me as I have went thru these hard times in my life. He is there to listen to me, laugh with me and even cry with me. I don't know what I would have done without him. Thank you for being such an incredible person and thank you for being part of my life!

Quotes...

If God Answers Your Prayer, He is increasing your FAITH. If He Delays, He is increasing you PATIENCE. If He Doesnt Answer, He has Something BETTER for U.

"Don't regret the past, just learn from it"

"Our lives improve only when we take chances ... and the first and most difficult risk we can take is to be honest with ourselves."

- Walter Anderson

Morning is Gods way of saying one more time, go make a difference, touch ones heart, encourage ones mind, inspire ones soul and enjoy the day.
Have a blessed morning.

Hellen Keller, the blind and deaf woman was asked this:

"What would you say is worse than being blind?"

Then she replied,

"Having sight without a vision."

- Hellen Keller

Some of my favorite quotes...

Never tell me the sky's the limit when there are footprints on the moon!

You've got to follow your passion. You've got to figure out what it is you love--who you really are. And have the courage to do that. I believe that the only courage anybody ever needs is the courage to follow your own dreams.

- Oprah Winfrey

It is your attitude at the beginning of a task that determines success or failure.

In the end, what we regret most are the chances we never took.

- Frasier Krane


Don't ask God to make your life easier, ask him to make you a stronger person!

So pretty!

This is my little model!

Crazy Days

I want to be locked up
Away from everything,
Free from all the craziness
A mother's day can bring.


No planning, shopping, cooking
Three healthy meals a day,
Served up with love to finicky kids
Who throw most of it away.


No constant interruptions,
Dirty laundry on the floor,
Driving everyone every place,
Sibling rivalry (It’s war!)


No one asking me to do things,
Getting mad if I forget,
Me giving up my very self—
I’m the family marionette.


Prison sometimes looks appealing
(Or maybe the looney bin),
I get free time and three square meals;
With nothing to do, I win!


I want to be locked up
For freedom, time and such,
There’s just one obstacle for me:
I love my kids too much!

(Thought this was so funny!)

Me and Emilee

I love this picture!

My family

Gary, Mom, Emilee and me

My girl!

This is Emilee in downtown Greenville.

Family

Family is very dear to me, This is Gary,(moms BF) mom,Emilee, me and Juan

Me at home

Me and Emilee

At the gardens in Clemson

Me and Emilee

Model

Here is Emilee in Down Town Greenville, we had fun that day.

Model

She is really interested in being a model. I think she is beautiful but Im going to say that! lol

Model

One day me and my friend Juan (professional Photographer) were talking pictures at my house with Emilee and my neices. We had so much fun!

My Emilee

This is Emilee one day when we were going for a walk.