Life's choices

This past month has been a hard one for me. I am finding out that I don't know as much as I thought. Sometimes I think I am very stupid in the ways I think about things. My heart is so big sometimes and that allows me to get crushed alot. This week I think I have finally figured out that the people you think will be there in the hard times somehow disapear. Imagine that!! Alot of things have happend in my life over the past year and I have learned alot. I think before I was living in this world that I created. I know now that I should never allow or excuse people's bad behavor. Its wrong...! I thank God for the way he made me, I am the type of person that would break my back just to help you. I don't want things in this life to make me callous or change the goodness in my heart. It's hard somedays but I know I have many wonderful people in my life! And in those hard times in life, no matter what they are the ones that are there for you always. I love my family!